~greenblowfish

Emily Stewart

Profile

Gallery

Prints

Faves

Journal

About Me Member Deviously Deviant greenblowfish17/Female/United States

Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
Needs Premium Membership

Statistics 22 Deviations
319 Comments
815 Pageviews

Newest

Dying OutWhat do you do when that feeling falls out And everything you were so sure of turns into doubt When the conversations aren't as long When you know the feelings aren't as strong When everything starts to fall behind When he starts being unkind Not like himself, the way he was before The way you thought he was, he wasn't anymore He finds another way of saying goodbye He can no longer look you straight in the eye This is how things get when he starts to slip away And you could care less if you talk to him today... Dying Out
by ~greenblowfish

LOST: undecided titleA love lost, it's time to let go. I thought I knew what was coming but I guess I didn't know. I wanted to prove him wrong and make him see that when I left I wouldn't be forgetting. I wanted to stay with him but I guess I'm naive and now I'm not sure what to believe. I thought I was going to love you forever, but now that we're not together, he doesn't act the same and I don't know what's happening and I don't know who to blame. All the times we could've shared are gone so now all we can do is move on. LOST: undecided title
by ~greenblowfish

If the Love DiesIt hurts to think that you're having doubts I try to avoid the thought of being withou You in my life, I just couldn't live If I lost you it would be hard to forgive Myself for the decisions I made
And the roads I chose to take
The first love I have to lose, if lost I'd know it would've been all my fault But then I take the time to stop and rewind To discover that maybe the fault wasn't all mine And if you would've tried That maybe our love wouldn't have died. If the Love Dies
by ~greenblowfish

Leaving YouThe tears have soaked my pillow wet, I haven't slept I've been thinking of you and what we're gonna do or how it's gonna be once I pick up and leave If you'll wait for me, I just don't know
And it's this thought that makes it hurt to go The thought of you not being by my side or holding me as we sleep at night
Tears me up inside The timing's bad, that's all I can say And if it wasn't for that I wouldn't be so sad I wish I could come back to you with your arms wide open But am I supposed to expect you to take me back again Once I've left you here to think that maybe
I would f Leaving You
by ~greenblowfish

Browse Gallery

Favourites

just a screenshot
by ~limejello

green eyes
by ~limejello

eye sea collage
by ~limejello

eye sea v2.0
by ~limejello

Browse Favourites

Watchers

~mnmsfreak

neutral

Mon Oct 9, 2006, 9:30 AM

I know I haven't submitted anything in a really long time. I've had this giant artistic block stopping me from writing that's been up for a couple years now. It's really sad. I miss writing poetry, learning new things on the guitar, and even doing art. I have done a few things, but very little and obviously I haven't submitted any of them. Hopefully I can get some new things on here soon though. Of course if I didn't it's not like I've got great artistic talent or anything, so no one's really missing out.

No Comments | Previous Journal Entries

Mood: Neutral
Listening to: people talking
Reading: what's on the screen
Watching: the computer screen
Playing: nothing
Eating: nothing
Drinking: nothing

deviantID

No deviantID yet.

Devious Info

Current Residence: Calico Rock
Interests: lots
Favourite movie: i like comedies and horror, but I have lots of favorites...
Favourite band or musician: Dashboard Confessionals, Trapt, and Blink 182
Favourite genre of music: alternative
Favourite artist: don't have one
Favourite poet or writer: I'm not sure about that either...I just read whatever's there...
Favourite photographer: Fallon
Operating System: XP...
Wallpaper of choice: anything green...
Favourite game: Tetris
Favourite gaming platform: Playstation
Favourite cartoon character: JERRY!
Personal Quote: "...the truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for
Tools of the Trade: ...bleeding on your shirt..." I don't have any tools of trade.